I Hate That I Fucking Love You

La-la-la-la-love you
La-la-la-la-love you
La-la-la-la-love you
La-la-la-la-la-la-love you…

How many times did I say under my breath,
“she’s such a dick sometimes”
and has no respect?
And whenever I’d say it direct to you,
you’d laugh out loud
and say it’s correct and true
And I hate it to explain it, but I’ll say it,
can’t delay it or belate it,
so I’ll state it over and over again

I hate that I fucking love you
It pains me to hate that I love you
Now I’ve fucking told you,
sayin’ it over and over again,
I hate that I fucking love you
I fucking love you, yes, I do

Trying to get all your memories to sink
“out of sight out of mind”,
but I still see and think
Wherever your remnants
will show themselves,
it enters my mind
that it’s some kind of casted spell
that I’m under, far asunder
have to wonder if it’s a blunder
I can’t get out from under,
Can’t get over It ever again

I hate that I fucking love you
It pains me to hate that I love you
Now I’ve fucking told you,
sayin’ it over and over again…

And I’m hopeless, can’t let go of this
Didn’t you notice?
How can’t you know it’s
the way that I broke this to you
over and over again?

I hate that I fucking love you
It pains me to hate that I love you
Now I’ve fucking told you,
sayin’ it over and over again,

I hate that I fucking love you
It pains me to hate that I love you
You know I fucking told you,
sayin’ it over and over again,
I hate that I fucking love you
I fucking love you
Fucking love you

Words and music ©2022 Frank Sardella ASCAP. All rights reserved. [P] 2022 Material Worth Publishing ASCAP.